buntis101

so, eto na nga at buntis na naman ako. i thought that every woman can be used to being pregnant. hindi pala talaga. every pregnancy is unique (parang tao lang). akala ko, once you get used to it, it'll be easier at your end. hindi rin. back to zero talaga ang paghihirap ng bawat nanay na nabubuntis. so, eto ang mga cravings, wishes, hopes, negaS ko lately:

1. siguro nagtataka sila rose, boi, lester, aj, joicy, bab kung bakit hindi pa ako naga-upload ng pictures....well, super duper tamad ako mag internet. ang radiation parang kryptonite ko. nakakahilo...hay....

2. gusto ko ng chicharon. nung binilan ako ni allan, tinikman ko lang tapos ayaw ko na...hehe

3. bully ako. last, last night.... 3x naligo si allan dahil ayaw ko ng amoy ng soap na ginamit nya

4. less ang patience ko...kawawang rain at summer

5. naiinis ako sa lasa ng anmum....waaaaa!

6. hindi ako makapaglaba....amoy pa lang ng ariel suko na ako

7. nagpadala yung friend ni allan sa kanya ng madaming fishda, ang problema hindi ko mabuksan ang freezer dahil hindi ko gusto ang amoy

8. lahat mabaho. pati pabango. pati sarili kong flatulence! ahahaha. kadiri!

9. kahapon, pinagalitan ko si contact lens (yung aso naming may cataract) kasi buntis na naman...sabi ko, ikaw malandi ka, buntis ka na naman....i forgot pati pala ako buntis. kaya ang sabi ko sa dulo....gaya gaya kang aso ka!

10. wala akong gustong kainin except fruits. tapos after awhile isusuka ko din. di ba ang saya?

ayan, top ten na lang muna...nahihilo na naman ako. kenis!

gift

because i always feel awful and has always been tending a very nasty headache if i smell something i don't like, i decided to take my test....

......and there you go!

God's gift to me on mother's day.

oh i love it! =D

Thank you Lord! =D

NOTE: rain told me last night that i should just finish his milk because his baby brother is inside my tummy and the baby might be hungry =D

pera

honestly, they look like play money for me

my first set of the new bill

have you seen the new set of philippine money? i did. although allan told me that it is equipped with more security features to detect if it fake or not, i honestly don't like it. they look like more of a play money for me. peace for the designer! =D

so there, did these new set of money made me happier? hay ewan! =D

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my ever sweet hubby woke me up with this on his hands as he was busy kissing me. i feel asleep with my kutings while waiting for him and so, he re heated dinner and woke me up. it was one of the sweetest things he did for me. definitely belongs to the top ten.

thanks honey. =D i love you back!

***joicy, eto na yun! =D see yah.

class

rain's 3rd day of summer class, April 29, 2011

the usual morning routine happened. we arrived at exactly 9am because dad didn't drop us at school. we have to ride a tricycle two times (which i didn't know that the tricycle can actually drop us off at the school entrance, my mistake). 

the door was kept closed for the whole hour. am glad to see the development in my son's separation anxiety. at least he can survive with the doors closed for a long period. i too managed to chit chat with some of the mothers that were waiting for their kids. i felt comfortable. but...it ended when a boy from rain's class suddenly went out of the room. he has furious and was crying so loud. he was mumbling i think but i clearly heard his words. he said to his mother ..."sinipsip ng classmate ko yung bear brand ko, mama. at inubos nya" (my classmate took a sip from my bear brand and he finished it). i felt restless...could it be rain????

my intuition ended when their teacher together with rain came outside. i was drowning with shame. i wish that sometimes, i really have this magic stick with me and i could just vanish and disappear whenever these things would happen. 

i talked to rain after class. i didn't say any word from him when we were at the school because i don't want to confront him in front of his classmates. here's the conversation as it came vivid to me when i was writing this:

mom: why did you do that? why did you got your classmate's juice?

rain: i am thirsty mom

mom: but you have your own juice

rain: yes, but i like bear brand

mom: what did you say to your classmate? did he share it with you?

rain: i told him it's good to share. God loves people who share....

God loves people who share.so what i am now, a judgmental mom? my goodness =D